I ended up sending my last letter that was never intended. That was weird. I have more feels though.

We only met a couple years ago, and now you’re… filling a niche in my heart. It’s not romantic or sexual.

But I desperately want you to succeed and be happy.

I have mental illness and sometimes my feelings are a bit much. They spill over. Sometimes I’m a bit too forward probably. But I just want your happiness. The best for you.

I wish I could tell you, but I can’t. I think saying any of this to normal people would sound… like I want to further progress our friendship into something more.

I don’t want that. So I guess I’m stuck posting here. I know you’ll be awesome. I just wish I could tell you.

I wish society would normalize “I love you” as more than romance. All relationships. Not just for family or lovers. But also for friends.