I guess this is the start??

I’ve been into this my whole life. Surprise, surprise that I got up to 268 at my highest without trying. My husband loves this, I was the one who introduced him to it. Which makes me so much more interesting for me to keep going. I used to have a very active job and somehow still got that big. I just started a desk job so now is the start to the beginning?
Not sure what this post is besides just saying out loud that I want to give in? Like why not now? Conditions are kinda perfect.