Loss

It really feels like

The anger and bitterness

Have faded

I’m accepting where things are now

I understand we both

Made mistakes

There are plenty of things

I would say differently

Be more direct about

I do miss

Our laughter

The inside jokes

Shared sense of humor

The way we mocked society

I don’t miss

The total package

Too confusing

All over the place

Is the only way to describe it

Still

It does feel like a loss

Not having you here anymore

I do wonder sometimes

If you ever feel the same

If you notice that I’m gone

I know it’s out of my control

Try not to dwell on it

Find something enjoyable to do

For myself

I do hope

You’re okay out there