YOU WILL NOT SILENCE ME!!!!!!

im not asking for much from patrick bateman… just a little bit of soapy boob play, some spanking, a little bit of choking, a few creampies, some oral sex, biting, some underarm licking, toe rubbing, i’d like him to lather my tummy with cum, fingering and fisting is okay, gentle stroking, scat play, some stretching, i’ll test out a golden shower, maybe some knife play… if he wants he can slit the edges of my clitoris a little… he can push my nipples in, just until they sting, not too hard… im ok with cock bondage… for both parties.. but be gentle.. some penis torture.. ill do a collar but i get to choose the color ok..? cnc is fine… i like gunplay… please put the barrel on my lips..? ok? im not turned on otherwise. i’ll lick the grip some.. i’ll bite on the magazine maybe? it all depends… ill be a slave, too, if necessary… maybe… fingering my belly button… DONT nibble on my inner thigh… i hate that,.. if he’s going to do that he needs to lick my vagina out FIRST and then he can bite a little, but only gently… whips are ok… but my skin is sensitive… he cant bruise me too badly. but if he gets greedy i might allow it. when i orgasm he can squeeze my lips… not too hard but just enough. i’ll always be submissive. he can torture my pussy and maybe flay it?? idk… he can definitely make me swallow his farts… im fine with that. if he wants to smear shit on my face thats okay too. then he can pour bleach into my asshole. dont pour it into my vag… if it leaks into my vag he needs to rinse me out. he can slurp up my blood if im on my period. i dont mind. i’ll turn my uteral sheddings into a smoothie. and he can drink it. then he can pour wax on my tits and watch me writhe in agony.

i want him to lick up my discharge. i want him to savor the taste before i squirt out more. i want to feed him my cum. it wont stop and i hope its enough to sate him. total testicle flagellation is what i want. i want them aching and bruised and red and bleeding. i want to be bent over crying and screaming for mercy. i need it… i want him to reach in and massage my womb… when im pregnant with his child he can rip out and chew on the placenta… i need him to fucking abuse me and assault me and assault me and assault me until i cant stand, until i cang cry out for help but the tears are there. im begging and the tears wont stop but he doesn’t give a fuck. no one will hear my screams and cries of pain. im just a dirty slut who needs to suffer. im completely at his mercy. i deserve this, i deserve to be flayed and choked and have my stomach cut open and my innards spilled out for the world to see. he can dine on them and love them and use them for his purposes. like i deserve. he can humiliate me like the slut i am and burn me with matches and bleed me out, leaving me completely unrecognizable and corpselike.

i want him to leave me knocking on deaths door. and i’ll look up with a smile, rubbing my bruised, burned off titties for him as i choke up a weak thank you. and then he puts me out of my misery because im nothing but a useless piece of garbage who belongs where the rodents are. im just a body for him to take pleasure in and use up and discard. im nothing at all. i’m a fucking object and i’m thankful, i’m glad to be an useless object without autonomy at all. i exist solely to pleasure him and satisfy his needs, and then i’ll be chopped up and tossed to the wolves like the sack of meat that i am. i want him to pee into the hole in my throat, drowning the maggots nested inside. and then i want him to fuck my open neck hole, directly establishing a signal between his dick and my my mouth. his cum fo the fast pass and skipped my lips for effiemcy’s sake. don’t have to worry about bot being able to swallow all of it. ive gotten an upgrade thanks to his girth stretching the cut flesh and now i can fit twice as much of his semen. im purging a bit of blood but he doesnt give a fuck about any of that. the red chunks dribbling down my face dont matter. im six feet under and still his little slut. i dont get to complain when my life was a privilege granted to me by him. i should be completely silent and no say a single word. he can spank me and rip off my fucking skin but i’m remaining quiet because thats what i ought to do if i hope to keep being plowed into. i hate that i’m so ungrateful. he should take me out back, shoot me and stuff my fucking brain into my mouth but i dont even deserve that small luxury. i deserve to rot in an alleyway and have trash and bird seed thrown at me by passerby. who fucking cares how i feel or how comfortable i am? i get to suffer and bark for his cum until he whips me and feeds it to me via spoon through my tears and trembling

i lay awake hoping and praying that he will suffocate my vagina with a wooden plank. i need him to saw off the top of my head and piss on my severed skull. i long for the day when i can drown in a sea of semen blood mixture prepped for me by bateman and gargle on his babies until they sprout inside of me. i need his balls raw, bouncing in the back of my throat, being dribbled by my tongue and sloshing saliva like stephen curry in the nba finals just fucking me and fucking me and spanking me and stapling my lips together. i need him to completely mangle my parts and dismember me then stitch me back together like frankenstein and violate me. im his slut, im his object and when hes done with me ill have to limp to the nearest fucking police station because of how many crimes he's committed against my tiny, sensitive little cunt. i dont want to be able to see because his cum is plastered to my eyeballs. i cant finger my asshole properly because his cum is blocking the entrance. every part of me is claimed and i get to sit back and take it and pray to a god that may not even exist to see the lengths to which im willing to go to be brutally ravaged by this sick fuck of a man. im ready and willing to get on my knees and have a traffic light plunged into me, so far in that you can see the lights changing from inside of my stomach. when it turns green thats me giving him permission to stretch my asshole further and let his dick take a dip like its apple bobbing season. im his little cumslut and im completely vulnerable and at the mercy of his throbbing cock. hes so hungry for my pussy. hes gobbling it up until theres nothing left. i have no fucking objections at all. in fact i WANT him to teethe on my clitoris and lick the space between my pussy and asshole. the trembling wont stop it just wont stop im getting assaulted and abused over and over. ill let him pour crushed fentanyl down my throat until im seizing and cant breathe. whenever i drift off he slaps me awake. he has to keep jolting me and strangling me because if i fall asleep im never waking up. ill have to die, swimming in a pool of my own blood and foamy excretions, dead and covered in patrick bateman's olympic swimmers. dead and rocking back and forth because between the fentanyl and the strangling my body is betraying itself. dead, my face covered in tears because ill never see the light of day again. ill never see my family again. ill never see my friends. my dreams will remain unfulfilled and my hopes unrealized because im destined to die in this place with this man who couldnt give a fuck whether i lived or died in his arms.

when im cold and lifeless, i want him to eat my taut ass. i want him to rip the hair off my scalp and stuff it into my mouth, give me tongue and spit into the mixture, make me swig it around and spit it up into a cup for his enjoyment. then i want him to tickle my clit with his tongue and give me genital herpes, then i want him to pop the blisters and pour the hair-saliva mixture on them to exacerbate the pain, then i want him to scoop up a generous helping of discharge from between my legs and lather it on the popped, doused blisters, then i want him to kiss them all better.