I have a lot on mind

This week has been am absolute rollercoaster of emotions as I just finished my 3 years at college and I genuinely have no idea what I want to do next. I won't be going into work at the moment because I'm not ready for it. So I'm aiming to go to a adult learning college thing to help me prepare myself even more. And I want to be a full time content creator. But also my anxiety levels have been absolutely through the roof lately and I'm struggling to regulate my emotions.