Part 13

I was a finsub before I knew Findom existed 13

I was a finsub before I knew Findom existed 13

On the drive back to (my) home she ignored me for most of the time other than occasionally reminding me of how much her "real men" were going to enjoy the underwear that she'd 'let' me buy fer her.

"Im just imagining how Simons gigantic rock hard cock is going to feel fucking me tonight in my new lingerie".

"Dave, will go fucking wild when I tell him you've paid for the underwear that he likes so much. He really gets off on me treating you like shit".

"If you're good and you beg hard enough, I might let you buy some of my old stuff to 'wash' as a treat".

Although her words hurt they aroused me even more than I already was. I knew now that I wasn't worthy of actually being sexually involved with her, but I couldn't help myself from wanting her to use me like a cash dispensary and a toy to humiliate for her fun. And when she said that my suffering turned her on I became desperate to suffer for her.

Immediately we reached my place I jumped out to open the door for her then dashed to open the house door for her before going back to the car for all her shopping.

"Do you intend to keep me waiting forever? Coffee, now"!

She walked off into the lounge as I carfuly put the shopping down to make her coffee.

"Why am I waiting for my shopping, get it in here double quick"!

Kettle on, I took the bags to her.

That finger click.

"Get my things out, put them here where I can open them and we can go through the receipts. I want to know how much I've let you spend on me".

Once everything was unpacked and laid out and she had her coffee I knelt beside her chair as she reviewed the days purchase.

Three pairs of shoes Two pairs pairs of jeans Two dresses Four skirts Three tops Two vibrating sex toys Three lingerie sets. £476

"You can give me the cash to round that up to a £500 day".

I thanked her for taking some of my savings prompting her to laugh in my face.

"I've only just started, you're going to be bankrupt when I get through with you".

For the next half hour she looked at her new clothing while I was totally ignored, until.....

"Go fetch me a lenth of thin rope or something, it's loser wanking time".

Eager for my reward I ran to the garage and cut a three feet length off chord, quickly returning to her side to hand it over.

"Ok, strip. Stand there, hands on head".

Pointing to the ground ground in front of her seat.

"Fucking hell! Did that stop developing when you were 5!? Its more like a fucking skin tag than a cock"!

Those words were destroying to my already crushed ego.

"Fasten this end of the chord to your wrist on your wanking hand"

I did as she said, puzzled why.

Standing there naked with my hands on my head while she mocked my manhood left no doubt in my mind that I meant nothing to her, in her eyes I was a weak loser who's only use was as a wallet and a fool to abuse and for her amusement.

I loved her, I loved her with every fiber of my being.

"Ok loser, wanky time. I don't think I can look at you for long without without puking, so make it fast. And dont you fucking dare spew that slime without asking for permission first. GO".

Standing there like a pathetic old fool I began masturbating. She looked on with an air of disinterest. Playing her end of the chord through her fingers.

"Fucking hell, how long does it take for a virgin to wank itself off? Come on finish will you. its vile"

Her insults made me wank faster and harder as I reached my ending. Breathing hard, grunting and panting, more animal than man. She sat looking at me, unmoved, uncaring, like it was an inconvenience to her having to witness witness my degrading display.

With a gasp I begged her to allow me to cum.

"Please, I beg you for permission to cum, please please may I cum"

Right on the point of orgasm she laughed,

She shouted at me

"If you have to..."

Before yanking hard on the chord, jerking my hand away from my cock! My cock jerking about trying to feel the friction that had vanished!

My cum dribbling out as spasms of pain ran through my prostate.

She was in fits of laughter watching me thrusting into nothing as my ruined orgasm dripped out of me.

"Hahaha, fucking fabulous! You actually thought I was going to let you enjoy a wank! The only pleasure you get is pleasing me. Now, get down and lick up that slime then get in your corner.

Simon will be here soon, Im going to fuck his brains out in your bed".