idk where to go for this but anti religion convos make me feel morally inferior

im definetly very sensitive and just overthink everything. i am against abrahamic religion but also i feel bad because its what people wanna believe in but also like its even worse bc those religions literally oppress ppl. i just feel bad about saying fuck those religions when i worship aphrodite and hekate and practice witchcraft. it makes sense that anti religion is against ALL religion but it feels so like unison. like i like to think im grounded when looking for a scientific explanation before a spiritual explanation. idk now i feel stupid and shitty for being against abrahamic religions but practicing my own. i know that the guilt and resistance to complete no religion is because of the selfish want to keep something i enjoy. idk im stressed and dont fully comprehend anti religion, only anti abrahamic religion. i just want someone’s input that isnt in harsh terms like how people put in comment sections