Am I crazy for thinking like this?

Ive had this nagging need for a guy to put me on my knees and force me to worship his cock until hes satisfied. Like its this whole thing where hes really pent up and he says that he « needs my throat » then he holds my head back and tells me to « open wide » before giving me the fattest, wettest, most humiliating facial ever. And then he slaps my face with his cock a couple times before he leaves. It just a scenario I keep thinking of but its sooooo hot, idk why 😭

Btw im 20, and if ur gonna @ me, please dont be older than 30.