Lesson Learned: I need to be financially disciplined from now on

I feel so anxious because I was not financially disciplined before and I am now experiencing the consequences of my mistakes.

Nasa early 30s na ako pero feeling ko ang immature ko pa rin dahil hindi pa ako marunong sa finances huhu. Nahihirapan din akong i-regulate yung emotions ko kasi I was not okay before at nakakimkim lang siya. Though I improved a lot. Kasi nung 20s ko lagi akong depressed at anxious at madalas magpapsych. I have to release these thoughts and emotions. Nagresign kasi ako 6 months ago ng walang kapalit kasi nadedepress na ako sa work pero konti lang ang ipon ko at may obligations pa akong kailangang punan. 😭

Thankfully ay magsisimula na ako sa work next week. Thank you Lord talaga kasi hindi Niya ako pinabayaan. 😭

I'll seek a therapist too in case. I need to learn my lesson kasi mahirap ang maging mahirap. 🙁