Was i being held back in life?

When i was young, I totally wasn’t allowed to hang out with friends. Everyday was just home and school. I wasn’t allowed to make friends or go shopping or enjoy any activities also. My social skills was very bad and i totally don’t have any life experience other than the ones that my school provided. I wasn’t taught any skills also

This continued until i started working full time where i finally get to go out on my own. I created a list of places that i want to visit and finally managed to go to those places that i want to go, and buy the things that i wanted to buy

Sadly, i got secretly pressured to resign. I’m pretty sure most people in my company likes me and some even cares about me but my supervisor was just someone that got understanding problems and he kept stuttering whenever he talks and most of the time people cannot even understand him. He cannot give clear instructions also. Yet he still pressure me to resign because he say that i am only from poly and poly grads cannot do the work there

Now i’m just at home all the time after being pressured to resign by such an asshole and he make me waste years of my life staying home taking a part time degree. There were lots of team bonding activities right after i resign and everyone that i am close to recently resign around the same time. I could have just stayed and resign together with them.

I feel like my life went back to my pri/sec sch days where i am always at home again and maybe this time even worse because i am only taking night classes and i have nothing during the day

I wanted to be a barista and my mum don’t even allow me to

Now other than social skills, i still can’t cook and can’t do housework and jobless when most people my age have all those