I am so in love with my boyfriend

Ranting here because my best friends either get intensely upset and jealous (their words) hearing about relationship stuff, are my exes, was in love with him or is not someone im close enough to to rant about this

RAAARRGHH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEEEEEND!!!!

I (F28) never been so obsessed with someone ive dated before! We are more than one year into our relationship, but where other relationships ive had have settled and turned "normal" after a while, this one just keeps going stronger.

This is the only boyfriend ive had that ive introduced to my family. This is the only boyfriend ive had where I can chat with his parents. This is the only boyfriend ive had where I feel I can be fully myself, cringe and all.

I love hearing him rant about spaceships and starmaps, I love when he tells me about the newest strategy game he has latched onto, I adore hearing him go "hey listen to this song ive been learning on the guitar". In return I get to feel less guilty going off about batman or whatever comic im currently obsessed with lol

Ive had both girlfriends and boyfriends before, but im starting to wonder if I ever really was in love with them or if that was just me liking that they liked me. When we eventually broke up, I was usually over it and fine within a month MAX. Most breakups were good, most of them im still friends with.

My previous relationship was.. bad. It was someone I considered my best friend for years, but the dynamic changed so drastically to an abusive one once we were an item.

It might be the contrast from that to this thats making me so insanely happy around BF.

Im staying at his house right now. He is visiting his grandpa, but gave me his spare key so I could "relax alone a bit if i wanted to" (i share an apartment with 3 other people, so alone time is rare) and the fact that he trusted me with his spare keys is making my heart do flips. He is so insanely hot to me, and I cant believe i lucked out this hard