Wow. I thought I would be happy.

Ever since graduation my executive dysfunction has become worse. And now I am overthinking about the looming future and being afraid of it. Also worse of all I had to move out of my apartment along with my family. It's gotten to the point that I just kinda started feeling numb. And I'm just wishing I could go back to junior year high-school when it felt alright. No I wasn't popular in school but it was a peak routine experience and I am just overthinking about what to do later in life or if I can still be myself.

Any high-school graduates here also having this or it's just me? (Also sorry if flair is wrong)