i 21f ghosted someone i really like

24m, he has moved out of the country, he has a girlfriend and we have never crossed any boundaries but i felt like my emotions are getting too complicated about the situation and i ghosted him by deleting my account or blocking his number.

we get along really well, it was all good vibes and fun. it doesnt help that id soon be immigrating to the country he lives in now. ( europe).

i dont know why but i feel deeply sad for doing this. painful even. i am not sure if my decision was a right one. he said that if i met him few years before he wouldve potentially dated me.