Extreme hunger for the first time

I started recovery in May , consistently eating around 2.4k kcal a day and no intentional physical activity. I've gained 7kg so far and I'm at the weight I lost my period at but I had no Extreme hunger or so I thought. This morning I woke up at 5 am having a full blown panic attack, extreme hunger and extremely high libido all at once. I ran to the kitchen and I ate a whole tub of cookies and spoonfuls of honey mixed with salt (It helps me with early morning anxiety ) just to calm the f down. Two hours later I had my usual 1200 kcal breakfast and went to work. On my way to work I couldn't stop crying because I was about to show up at work angry, hungry and horny & nauseous from all the food and It all felt incredibly inappropriate. At work I went through another tub of cookies and at that point I said f It. Today I be binging , I don't care. Had lunch and I'm drinking a whole bottle of whole milk as I'm typing because that's what Im craving rn. Came back from work and I found a reddish-brown spot in my pants, am I making progress? Idk, all I know Is that I'm making a conscious choice to eat as much as I possibly can because Im effing tired of not being able to sleep! Please God, bless me with 8 consecutive hours of sleep! I'm sweating from all the food I'm eating and it's only 3pm, I hope i'll be able to sleep at least 7h tonight because I have stuff to do tomorrow.

I'm so done.