Lonely

I've come to the realization that my supposedly friends of 10+ years never take their phone and call me or text me to know how i feel its always me , i feel so alone in this.. it's like no one ever really liked me in the first place idk i just feel used.. its hard to realised you never really meant anything to those supposed friends im a bit heart broken on how lonely i am and how i dont got anyone beside my bf..