Im so desperate that I am about to start begging for job

Im not joking.

1. Graduated from the graphic design, ux/ui designer +branding. I do truly love this field, I had an intersjip, I also worked in the field for 3 years and gained a good experience, but since the company that used to work for went bankrupt…I didn’t manage to get a job and it has been like that for 2 past years.

I was messaging the recruiters, asking random people to check on my cv and portfolio, everyone told me that I had great works. I even had a LinkedIn premium that didn’t help me at all, I am applying for jobs every day for the past two years….I was messaging the companies, the brands etc - resulted into nothing.

I applied abroad, applied inside my country and got nothing.

2. I tried to land any low profile job like barista/waitress/bar job….i didn’t get any…

I messaged all the cafes and restaurants I could find via email and social media platforms of my city, got only a few interviews that resulted into no job.

I’m exhausted.

3, I can’t get any factory or related job due to my poor health. That’s why I kinda wanted some remote job that didn’t demand math (I hate math, I just can’t learn it) and because I can’t really work physically, especially night shifts that lots of low qualification jobs require u to do.

I don’t think that there is any point in keeping going in this life, I tried everything that resulted into nothing, before I die I think about trying to beg for job. I feel like I don’t have any other option left. I don’t have any money left, so I’m literally about to become homeless in a month or two, I got no place to go, nobody to help so yeah. I’m tried. So maybe there will be some empathetic employer that will hire me? I’m honestly tired.