Ever Since Freekin Ozempic...

Ive been married to my spouse over 35 years now. Married young & have a child together. We had many ups & downs, but forged thru it all.

When we met she was a thick woman. Over time she had a child & put on baby weight. She continued to put on more & more weight, BUT I LOVED HER BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMANLY BODY!

She was a little taller than me, but had a body resembling a few of those Jeff's Models pornostars (Desiree Devine, Erin Green, Sweet Cheeks, Veronica Bottoms, Wonder Tracy for example). Basically large: breasts, butt, belly, hips, thighs, waist.

To be totally honest, her highest point was around 5'9" and 325 lbs. I totally adored her! Recently DRs tried really pushing her to lose weight due to sciatica pain.

She couldn't lose any so they tried testing & told her she HAD TO TAKE OZEMPIC for further tests. So over about 3 months she lost 180 lbs (throw me out, or almost 1/2 herself).

She now hates what she has become, and won't even let me look at her! She won't sleep in same bed as me either. A few times i've seen her & she still takes stupid shot (must wean off). She has been eating and eating to try put it all back on, AND I SIT BACK LETTING HER DO AS SHE WISHES (deep inside I want it all back)...

I've been a F.A. (fat admirer) all my life. Are any other FA people going thru anything similiar? Should I try urging against putting weight back on? She was happy as a BBW and I totally loved her. She was always in a better place emotionally, mentally & physically.

That BMI scale thing doesn't always apply we felt...