Am I wrong or i am I overthinking??

So im 19f and on every vacation we go to our nani's house. This time we came here for a long stay ( just to clarify i get home sick really easily ) so in my house we usually go out after every 1 week. But when I come here they don't take us out like for some chilling and stuff matlb ghoomna phirna. So I was stuck here for 2 weeks and we did almost nothing here, this place doesn't even have wifi. So one day I decided to go out to buy books and I told my father that I wanna go and buy books but I don't know why my khala threw a huge tantrum and said bacho ko bhi le jao ( there are 5 kids in the house) and I said k garmi bht ha ma nay mall nhi jana outdoor jaga pay jana ha 30 minutes ka kaam ha bachay beemar ho jain gay or ma itnay bachay kesay lay k jau . But then she started crying and said k " yeah humay le k hi nhi jana chahti " and also " tum chli jao phr agli baar hum jain gay toh humaray sath na ana" so I said ok. But due to this everybody in the house thought k ma bacho ko nhi le k jana chahti or ma jaan churwa rahi hu. And I feel so guilty k kassh ma aesi baat hi na karti.

Lekn us k baad we decided to take 2 out of 5 kids lekn yrr itni baari baat toh nhi thi I feel so Insuled. I also i did apologize to her lekn yrr bura lag raha ha dil say