It's so over (JLEC)

my prose was so bad, my sentence structure was so bad. Why did i even write. Why didnt i just do what i did last year and quit before trying. I forced myself to read some 18th century german white dude's dense book with annoyingly jargonized sentences trying to understand. yet i couldnt string 2 sentences together. it's so joever. pray for me, for i can't continue praying for myself