please don’t notice

I feel intoxicated when I look at you; My cheeks get red and warm, I start laughing way too much, I swear I even get clumsier around you. I get flustered sometimes, as I try to maintain the facade that feels paper thin at this point. You see it, don’t you? I’m such a bad faker.

Sometimes when I look at you everything else gets blurry, and the times we make brief physical contact? I have to pull myself back down to Earth.

It’s so stupid.. I hope you don’t notice.