hes the air i breathe

i dont know how to go about my day without thinking about him
without thinking about his laugh
his smile
his eyes
i just cant
he has my whole heart. and i dont think anyone else will be able to make me feel the way he makes me feel and im scared.
i think he was the love of my life, and for that im forever grateful.
im grateful that i got to experience this love even if it didnt end the way i wanted to. at the end of the day, i really just want him to be happy and successful and if thats not with me then so be it.

i love you so much A. so so so so much.
youre the air i breathe.
T