Turned on by exposure

I’ve always been turned on by the threat of exposer. About a month ago I shared some pics with a guys and he was threatening to expose me. I was so wet and playing with myself. I wanted to see his cock so bad but he said I had to give consent to exposure first. I was so turned on I wasn’t thinking clearly. I gave him consent and he exposed me on a subreddit. He showed me his big cock and I came so hard. I quickly deleted my account out of shame and fear my bf would find out.