new here...

Hi there. I am a week and 2 days out from DDay. About 4 days in I initiated intimacy, which I now know was hysterical bonding... I enjoyed myself physically, despite the sadness that it was accompanied with. This continued throughout the weekend, until yesterday.

Yesterday morning I initiated and we began, and then my WP requested we resume later that evening due to him not feeling well- he's having sinus issues. I was very attracted to him that morning but last night and this morning did not feel that same attraction. I wouldn't say I am repulsed, although I probably should be due to his actions. More so apathetic...

Has anyone else experienced this? Is this normal with HB?

We have both started individual therapy, and have a consultation with a couples specialist who specializes in infidelity and sex addiction this week. I am very hopeful we can make this work out.