Hey bro,

Idk u like that.At first I thought u hated me and found me insufferable so I did the wise thing and let myself got annoyed by u-you didn't know that but now u know.

Then,as time passed,I saw you.And I felt relaxed around u and I thought u saw me2.I didn't just imagined it ...I felt it.

Feeling deeply about pple it's a strength but it's also a weakness in the wrong hands.If u wonder why all my messages /lyrics /poems have the feeling of an impeding doom that 's because I m not used to pple staying.And all I ever wanted is to finally give my heart rest and my mind peace .I still believe love exists ,I feel it .I still believe pple choose one other ,I saw it.But I don't think I ever had it .I wanted to have it but I only feel it in myself . I have only knew how to do it for myself ,I be never met someone to match me.It's strange to explain a feeling or a concept that only exists in my inner world.

I justify it but love it's felt ,it doesn't make any sense and yet we find ourselves looking for answers that lead us to more questions.

I don't do it justice by asking it .I don't feel I do it justice in what I wrote or what I m writing now .

I feared it will be seen as wanting to take from u ,I still hope it won't .Th8s thought haunted me and the more I've explained why ,the more it was unbelievably cruel even to my heart.

I ve written so much about it and I still feel idk anything ,but for me it ment something worth saying ...even if it was the wrong time.

I don't think there would have ever been a right time .

But if we live in a multiverse ,is time really linear?

My boy cat is meowing loud.