(some egusi with way too much egusi seeds and amala I didn’t stir properly)

Where do I start? 🫩 my life is such a shitshow and I really hate drowning in self pity but damn..  
All of my savings are gone because I had to pay for things I wasn’t responsible for (mom got sick and therefore had to stop working). I got a hairstyle like a week ago, loved it, paid around 140€ for the install and 200€ for the human hair because I wanted to treat myself once. Had to take it out today because I had multiple irritation bumps and probably fungus on my scalp. The hairstylist won’t respond and I’m just so fucking sad.  
I‘ve studied about 3 months for my TMS (German test for med school) always had great results in the simulations at home. Welp got my results and I fucked up real bad. Now that means I probably won’t get into medicine and have to stay miserable in my biology major..  
Then there’s the issue with a loud ass sound in my dorm which they can’t fix apparently so now I might have to take legal actions to at least go down on rent.  
It’s the cherry on top tbh I can’t fucking sleep or study without noise canceling.  
On top of that I genuinely don’t know how to finance life in this economy anymore + my backup savings are gone. I feel so fucking vulnerable and I hate it. I regret getting this stupid hairstyle I should’ve just saved up more.  
And last but not least my sex drive is dead, I’m drier than the Sahara desert. Don’t know if it’s my adhd medication or/and the extreme stress I’m under but life genuinely just feels grey. I wake up, go to lab, work, study, sleep and repeat.  
After my severe pulmonary embolism everything just went downhill. I have to take a bunch of exams because I was unable to do anything for a year due to the psychological and physical issues that the PE caused…  
The only thing I actually am happy about is my bf and my friends. I feel like I‘m failing tho. Someone I wish I had financial support from home, no worries about my family but it’s just not happening.

Streak of bad luck ig