Generational alcoholism

I couldn’t even go one week without drinking.
I fell again and I’m seeing and realizing that I’m no better than my parents were.
I thought I was strong enough to overcome it all. I’m not.
I’m an alcoholic, I don’t want to be. I want to be able to be better.
I’ve enrolled myself into therapy again. I’m hoping I can be better about it again.
I just feel so alone.