These are my d1 and d9 charts.

For information I'm in Saturn mahadasha and Mars antardasha.

I don't know where to start as I'm facing the worst time of my life right now.

 Relation with my parants is not going right I mean they are supporting and loving towards me but nowadays they're acting strange like they don't love me anymore.

My anger is on 9th cloud these days and my mood swings ohh my gosh let's not talk about that.

I'm facing the worst hairfall of my life since last august."Sone pe suhaga" I can say about this, like my hair used to be so thick and luscious and now they're in the worst condition. I've tried everything even done the blood test but it came normal I'm taking the medicines buy no improvement. I just want my thick hair back😭

And about my career ohh gosh don't know what to do currently I'm doing diploma in radiation technology and it's not like I'm doubtful, no I'm not but I don't know if this career field is right for me or not.

And about my Love life let's not talk about this cause I feel like I'm doomed here as well🥲.Are there any chances of me getting someone or not cause I feels like I'm just so complicated and moody.

IN SHORT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ALL OF THAT:

\-Relationship with parents not going right.

\-Anger issues and mood swings 

\-Facing the worst hairfall ,done everything but no recovery 

\-About career choice.Doing Diploma in radiation technology 

\-About my love life cause it feels like there's no hope for me in that area too

It feels like nothing is going good in my life like I don't know how to explain this. For me everything feels like "Chaar din ki chandani or fir whi Andheri raat".

SORRY FOR MY CRASHOUT.I HOPE YOU ALL CAN HELP 

19f Having the worst time of my life.My mental health has been on a Rollercoaster since last year.