Am I the only one for whom entertainment and work both come at same level ?
Like it's the same for me for literally every thing.
Whether I need to study, or watch web show, or watch movie , or read books, or do bank related work, or even do some work to earn money (like tution gig etc).
I see the same pattern I simply don't see 2 consecutive days of the same task.
Like in past 1 Year, I have left Breaking Bad, BCS, GOT, Chernobyl all after 2 episodes (this was revisit btw had watched all of them atleast onces a few years ago), Left Succession after 1 Season, Prison Break and Ozark after few episodes, Money Heist after few episodes.
The fun part is its not that the show themselves weren't engaging me. As long as I watching them it was good and I was liking them but the moment day is over the next day I simply cannot successfully force myself to resume.
Same for movies, same for book, same for studies, I even have been trying to read Sapeins since long. Started that book thrice this year till now and never successfully made past Chapter 3.
Studies? Same pattern failed two CA Intermediate attempts for the same reason.
Left Tution after 1 month. And second Tuition gig on just day 2.
Left Rapido Gig after 3 days.
Left Crypto Arbitrage in a week (even when I earned 8000Rs in 1 week).
Got bicycle repaired twice this year only to Kal se krenge. And it's not that I end up sleeping, I do manage to wake at the scheduled time and then leave it by saying kya maza aaega Health achi krke bhi Logoon ne kya ukhaad lia (What have others accomplished with a good health), Left Gym twice after 1 1 month, joined library twice only to not show up again after 2 3 days.
What is going on ???
Psychiatrist refused to diagnose ADHD citing you are 21M, You should have atleast engaged in Entertainment or some activity other than studies if u had ADHD.
Posted Jul 8, 2026, 9:36 AM UTC