Sleeping on a friends couch because i hate being alone

I have my own apartment but I just honestly hate being there stuck with my own thoughts but when she eventually goes to bed with her boyfriend I can’t help but feel sad. I’m genuinely happy that she’s happy I just wish I had someone to be with at the end of the night. I recently got out of a jealous and controlling relationship and although it’s nice doing the things I enjoy again I find myself missing the comfort of having someone to tell about the little things and lay with at the end of the day. I’m not looking for anyone or anything I just needed to vent somewhere anonymously lol