ground zero

This has the single biggest block in my path. I NEED to get rid of it. unfortunately my use is more impulsive than anything, although I know what works for me and what does not.

for the next week I will follow a very strict regime that leaves no room for porn. I notice the more I move (both literally and metaphorically) the better success I have with this addiction.

I don't like counting days as I think it defeats the purpose for me. None the less, I would appreciate the support

I WILL END THIS CYCLE AND STOP USING PORN

I'll also write a list of reasons why I quit porn just as a retrieval method I guess.

Porn has stop me from reaching my goals, from doing what I love, from going to the gym, porn has destroyed my sleep schedule, porn has ruin my love life, porn ruin my relationship with myself and my self confidence.

quitting porn will gain me back my life, my sleep schedule will be fixed, I can go to the gym with energy again, will have time and energy for my work, will be able to connect with people much better, quitting porn will also increase my self-esteem as my trust and view of myself improves through quitting porn.

I will not listen to IT. I will not feed IT.

will share more everyday.

luv, tomato