my longest edging streak + just talkingggg

(intox, mostly wholesome)

guys i want to post more but im so busy :( i just go to work, go to sleep, and live in a haze

I have exciting news though and we’re going to talk like we're friends on the phone, okay? Im so stoned. So my best friend's birthday is coming up and it's so fucking perfectttt. Its going to be sexy and hotttt.

We’re getting some tarot readings done and then we’re going to a strip club for the first time together. It's also a nude strip club which I didn't even know they had nude strip clubs? Maybe Im too much of a sheltered homebody.

im kinda nervous? like i dont know how much money to bring for the women and i dont know what to expect? im going in completely blind, all i know is to keep my hands to myself and keep it in my pants 😭😭 i def want to write about how the whole thing goes

Mm im listening to blondie and debbie harry is so cute. ugh i wanna use good grammar but literally it just feels too much right now. whatever.

random, but going from female to male has made me appreciate womanhood a lot more, i just love thinking about women?? like it made me more comfortable having a uterus since i cant get rid of it at the moment. dont get me wrong, i want it OUT 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 but i have to prioritize other things :(( it just seems like a useless organ now.

i know you want to hear about my cock though, so im proud to say i had, like, an 11 day edge oh my goddddd it was crazy. it was so fun. i felt like i had so much tension lifting off my body when i could release. i was having racing thoughts, sexual and non-sexual, and it all left my body when i got to finally cum into my stroker.

forgot to mention the day after the strip club, we’re going to the lake, im so excited, i want to get buzzed. ugh godddd guysss, life and work sucks so much, and this weekend is going to be everythingggggg 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

anyway, i just had two whatever cum sessions and it was fine, but I needed something more. So i decided to start learning to overstim since i had such strong willpower during my edging session. today i came twice, with a long break in between. my cock is still static-y (?) and numb, so a third time wouldn’t even be worth it for no feeling i think. that’s all for today. just stoned and in bed and listening to club music and daydreaming about this weekend.

im also really motivated to workout my arms and shoulders for some reason? i think it’ll help me pass more, not too much but some more definition would be so yummy i think. it’ll make me feel better about myself for sure.

what the fuck was in that gummy im sitting here cheesing and rolling my eyes at the ceiling and my bones are vibrating to the bass in the music. guys why is my dick throbbing 😩 ok i just had the worst experience of listening to a song with madonna and m.i.a so i think thats a sign to shut my fat ass up.

goodnight gooners and goonettes and goonthings