After no contact with LO

I checked my LO's sisters linked in , got to know her sis is going for phd in some foreign university.

Result - I started crying because now theres a possibility that LO can go also. 😭😂

Like wth is this, LO doesnt even know me that well, and i am too much into her life, she doesnt even know that i cry for her, its like you dont even need that person , its all up there in your mind. Its so funny and terrifying at the same moment guysss