Class 11 is breaking me more than I expected

I'm in class 11 rn, and already am feeling likt the worst.. Got 94% in Xth but it doesn't matter, I'm having the worst downfall than ever, getting taunts in house, coaching.. Feeling like all getting out of hand.. Procrastination..nor i I'm having any siblings to share out things, it's feeling like too heavy, gharwale is being tootoxick and doubtful at times.. Idk buts nothing's alr.. I'm not the early me now..

Just wanted to share it here, cause was having no one.. Thank you for reading