A dream

So for a long time I haven’t been able to have dreams but today I had one which was kinda sad even now I’m still crying lol basically in my dream there was this guy helping kids with bone density problems and they got to this hotel or smth idk and the girl starting asking if she’s gonna die will she at least make it to heaven so everyone in my dream started crying then I woke up with tears down my face idk if it’s supposed to mean smth but I’m at a stage where I keep staring and stopping my bad habits I really wanna get better but I keep back sliding is this dream a sign?

I’ve never really personally heard God in my life tbh so idk what it’s like which makes me pretty agnostic if I’m honest but cuz my parents are always telling me what God can do (my dad is a reverend and my mum is a gospel singer) I want to feel that for myself even tho I don’t do much I still pray over my food and sometimes when I get to wherever I’m going or home. I wanna keep trying to become a follower of Christ but have no idea how to stop these bad habits I keep praying for it still tho.

I think when I was younger I used to dream abt that one children animated bible story show with gizmo and that too lol as well as nursery rhymes.

Sorry for yapping sm😭