Any recommendations on what textbooks I should get for the basics and fundamentals of chem engi ?

i am currently on shs tvl strand and I’m having self doubt everyday whenever i think about college because for the first time I’ll be moving away from my fam and the doubts keep adding up when I’m not learning what stem students are I’m lowk good at math and as a forgetful person I’m a visual learner instead of reviewing the formulas i just compare my work to the correct solution and this leads to me always forgetting the topic the following week nevertheless i wanna change my habit i want to be prepared on what i may expect sooo can anybody spill some online site textbooks or anything that can help me be better for my college