5 months I quit vaping, relapsed two weeks ago and need to quit again for health. (Help)

Well the title pretty much states it all. I went five months no vape and used the nicotine losangws to help me out. Had I not had that I’m not sure I would have been as successful as I was. (In the past I couldn’t even make it a few days let alone five months)

Well a girl was vaping in front of me in the car and I asked to hit her vape during a very stressful week and started right back up where I left off.

Nicotine makes me lethargic, depressed, sick, my lungs actually hurt right now and I know I have to quit again. I’ve tried throwing out vapes in the past two weeks only to buy another one the next day. I’ve wasted a lot of money already doing that.

I’m not sure what the heck is happening with me but part of me wishes I didn’t have to quit even though it’s doing me absolutely no good. I was so motivated to quit last time but now it’s coming down to I have to if I’m gonna be able to function. My anxiety is through the roof on this crap and it clearly is having severe psychological consequences as well.

Help, advice, words of comfort would be appreciated. I’m gonna quit today, just scared and sad I suppose.