Need solutions [l]

26F . I feel like I want an intense emotional connection .. that sorts that we have with husbands or boyfriends . I don’t have a boyfriend or anyone who I would like as a boyfriend . I don’t want to marry now also . I am working towards my career . But I keep yearning for a deep emotional connection . People on dating apps are more into sex and other physical things which I don’t want to get into . And dating apps are not good for the society I live in either … as in .. if anyone sees .. it could be a gossip and all . And it does not go down well with my family and all .
What options do I have ? What should I do ?
Girls out there - what have you done ?