Honestly, feeling like a ghost in my own life. Does it ever get better?

Hey

​Lately, I’ve been feeling completely stuck. I look at myself and think, "Maybe I’m just not built for success. Maybe I’m just meant to survive, but never truly live."

​I work hard every day, but the routine and loneliness are completely draining me. I want a better future, but right now, I feel totally directionless and empty.

​Have any of you ever felt like a complete failure and actually turned your life around? How did you find the spark again? I really need some advice or just some real human words right now. Thanks.