It’s don’t think I can be a femboy

I’m 19, not particularly tall, but I have broad shoulders, wide bones, very curly hair, and I’m much hairier than most people my age

However, I’ve been drawn to the idea of being a femboy since my early teens. But Lately I’ve been ‘trying’ to accept that my body is naturally masculine. I’ve even considered going to the gym and fully embracing that side of myself,
the problem is that it doesn’t really match how I see myself or how I’d ideally like to express myself. I still wish that I could present in a more feminine way, but I think my build makes that unrealistic
so I’m looking for honest opinions from people here, Is there anything someone with a naturally very masculine frame can realistically do to achieve a feminine aesthetic, or is it better to accept that this particular look probably isn’t for me?

I’d really appreciate realistic advice rather than just reassurance.