Bhai kuch smjj nhi aarha

20M hu middle class family se, Shakal Chutiya, physique chutiya, Introvert hu mtlb communication skills bhi chutiya, padhaayi me interest nhi aata to college bss naam ka pass fail hoke clg bhi complete bss reappear ke exams deke complete krunga, Muthhal hu 20 saal ka , 2 ladkiyo ke sath relation me bhi tha ek ke sath 3 saal tk rha, but dono ne kisi dusre bnde ke liye shod diya , 9th class me crush ko feelings btaayi thi usne kisi chapri ke liye muje ignore krdiya, Bhaii sbb kuchhh bekaar hai life me , home workout try krta hu to max to max 10 din chlta hai fir vhi bekaar routine, bss bed pr pade rehna , Ghrr se bhaar nhi nikal ta hu, idk why shayd shakal khraab hai body khraab hai , Fashion vgerah me interest nhi hai to Lower Tshirt me hi nikal jata hu kahi bhi, Kuch achhe kapde hoto drr lgta h ki log sochege bccc esi shakal me ese kapde pehn rha hai... Friends ke naam prr 2 main dost hai jo judge nhi krte the but vobhi 1 saal me 3 baar milte b'day prr bsss, 1 Padosi dost hai jo most time sath hi krte koi course yaa college, ya tuitions, but uski soch hi mediocre hai , ki bhai normal si job krege bss , Skills ke naam prr Basic computer, ata hai or Tally sikh rha hu , Bcom kri hai clg se , Parents taane maarte hai ki Krliya krr kuchhhh, YouTube se skills sochi thi sikhunga but vobhi 2 din chla baaki fir laziness, Hobby ke naam prr Chess aati hai khelne vobhi recently 2000 rating hui chess com prr(Average), Bhai kru to kru kyaa ek set krne jata hu to dusri chizz fasss jaati hai , Kuchh smjj nhi aarhaaaa, Bhagwat Geeta, David goggins, 1% Better book, ye sbb try kra starting kri but abhi tk end nhi huva kuch , Shwetabh Gangwar ka course bhi liya vobhi complete nhi kra, Bhai kru to kru kyaaa, Practical chize btana , Jo sachme apply ho ske. Plzzz bhaiiiiiii