When I got cucked online

People call it exhilaration but I’ve felt it with this one god like woman.

I called her lady rain.

I never even met her. It was just online. I found her in the comment section and we kept talking Every. Single. Day.

(Yes she’s read this post as well. Probably lurking in the comments too.)

And as days turned into weeks, we got unhinged and shared every sick fantasy we wanted to do in our lives. Every single unnecessary desire that seemed so important in that moment.

One such desire for me, one that I was grappling with for a very long time was to be a cuck.

Consensual. Clean. Respectful. Cuck.

And I told her about it.

I told her how I want her to call one of her FWBs and sext him while I was in another window.

She did it. She didn’t need much persuasion. But she did it. And even went on a voice call with him where he told her all sorts of things he would do to her until she came. She said she came hard.

And all while this happened, I stayed on the phone waiting for every little update she gave every 15 mins. Those 15 mins to me felt like hours. I was sweating. Stroking non stop. But still waiting for her to come back.

After an entire hour she came back to me and said they both had cum. They even shared to each other how they miss each other.

She then said something I never thought she would say, she said she thought of me while talking to him.

Hearing this made my mind spiral and fall into a whole of exhilaration.

I was smiling. I was happy. I had goose bumps. I could feel my heartbeat. And after very long time I could feel my blood rush to my brain.

And I just couldn’t hold back my excitement. Before she got her chance to say I could cum, I did, literally while she was telling me how much fun she had.

My entire body was shaking over what she did to me. The power she had over me.

I was in her control.

And I loved it…