[M4F] Venturing down the taboo rabbit hole

If you’ve been in a long term relationship, you understand how they can become so routine after a while. The spark gone. The intimacy an after thought. But our own individual needs still as present as ever.

And you’re left wondering, when will it improve? How did I even get here in the first place?

Eventually you reach a breaking point. You tell yourself that you’ll do anything to fix the relationship. You even tell your partner that. “No matter what it is, I’ll do it”. You mean it. And you believe you’re simply being a good partner. But you never figured things would snowball out of control as fast as they do.

That’s what I did with you. And your response….well…I can say with confidence, I didn’t expect it.

You didn’t want to strike up a new hobby together. You didn’t even want me to be more romantic.

When I told you that I would do anything for you and our relationship. You replied, “Anything? Fine. I want control. I want to dominate you."

You saw the confusion on my face, so you went into detail. You told me how you wanted to get back at me for the supposed “emotional neglect” I subjected you to. You described how you wanted to tie me down. To deny me and make me beg. You even told me you want to fuck me with a strap-on. I knew you have a Type A personality. We spend so much time together, after all. I never suspected this femdom side of you, though. No. This completely blindsided me.

At first, I didn’t know how to respond. Sure, I’ve watched that type of porn before, but I never thought it would become part of my sex life. Especially not between you and I. But as I thought about it more, I became more open to it. And if it fixes our relationship….then, it can’t be all bad, right? After all, I’m often always in control. And things have just gotten so miserable between us. Why not indulge your wish and see where it goes. Hell, perhaps you’re just bluffing?

Or perhaps the tables are turned.

Perhaps we’re two married neighbors who get drunk one night complaining about our shitty routines. Maybe our spouses are out of town, or call it an early night. Or perhaps we’re on vacation - the four of us. And you and I find ourselves the last one’s awake. We commiserate over how trapped we both feel. How mundane our lives have become. And with the alcohol talking, the boundaries and lines blur. And something in me decides to push the situation and take advantage of it. At first you resist. And then, you don’t. You admit you need it. You admit to me you have fantasized about me. About this. About submitting. You need something you don’t have in your current relationship. The roughness. The taboo. And everything that comes along with that.

Let’s explore either one of these situations, or one that we create together. I am completely open to who we are and the road that we find ourselves unexpectedly on.

Kinks: gentle femdom, male dom, strap-on play, CNC, bondage, power exchange, teasing, edging, orgasm control, rough sex, breeding talk, body worship, choking, hair pulling, mindfucks, and a hell of a lot more.

If you’ve made it this far, good. Send me a message.