Any divine machinery/angel+techkin people here who can help with this? (answers from other kins also appreciated!)

i only awakened to myself being angelkin a few days ago and as many do, i've been exploring different possible other kins and experimenting. one thing ive been pondering all day is how ive always been very attracted to the idea of being a tv-head (specifically, having a old-styled CRT monitor for a head)

ive always been very interested in object-heads (sapient characters with objects in place of heads) and often when drawing up old sonas, i would make them object-heads. i also am super interested in and love old technology and webcore! i've also always found realistic human faces a lot less attractive (not romantically, i mean generally) than stylized, drawn/anime faces and other more abstract ones like symbols for faces and object-heads

i like to call myself a CRT angel and it feels like a nice label for me but im quite scared of being given side eyes and being shown skepticism for my identity, especially since im young (15) and very new to the otherkin community. ive also heard of people who are less accepting of people who consider themselves partially or fully machine, so i'm worried about that too!

i also see myself as having deep connections to the moon and im just worried of judgment and im struggling to find identity, i havent consciously experienced a noticeable kinshift in any of my kins yet too (unless imagining/even feeling phantom wing joints on my back when i think about angels is a kinshift) and i dont want to mistake a kintype for a hearttype or synpath!
i also think it would be good to note that i am neurodivergent (AuDHD)

does anyone have any advice for exploring kin identity and finding if kins are right for you? it would be especially appreciated to hear advice for navigating my current situation from fellow angelkins and tech/robotkins! ^_^ tysm