Im still a virgin but I want to break my clot before I can use it 🤤

I've been following this subreddit for a while now and started prone humping a bit a few days ago and its fantastic I'm completely hooked. But I realized that doing this is gonna result in me becoming perma limp before I ever have a chance to use it on someone but now I can't stop jumping no matter how hard I try 😖

So now Ive been humping while thinking about how I'm such a dumb puppy that Im breaking my dick from humping pillows because it's feels to good for puppy brain to stop😵‍💫

I'll never be able to feel the inside of a women at this rate but pillows feel too good to stop so puppy just gonna keep proning till soft while calling myself a good puppy 🥰