I sleep a lot

So I am blessed enough to have a man that has stepped up to be the bread winner while I am pregnant. I don’t have to work if I don’t want to but the choice is mine so I have a part time job that I do a few days out of the week.

My problem is that i have trouble getting myself to do a lot! I want to be one of those people that stays busy everyday and still wakes up in the morning and goes to sleep at a good time every night but the reality lately has been waking up at 12-3 pm and not falling asleep until 12-6am. Most of the time im sleeping around 12 hours and I just know it’s unhealthy. Sometimes I wake up earlier and I go back to sleep cuz I just love my dreams. Last night I was in this beautiful forest with Michael Jackson and he was giving me deep advice about finding happiness for why idk but.

I need to get a grip on myself and become more disciplined. It’s hard to feel the urgency and ambition to wake up when I’m doing it for myself, not a job or other people.