How do I forget all the evil in the world?

I’m so tired. No one actually cares about pedophiles or rapists. They get a few years in prison (maybe if the judge doesn’t think they have a bright future ahead ) then go on with their lives. The victims get a lifetime of trauma that they have to work through.

My rapist is a professor at a top university, traveling the world, and releasing research papers. He has his family and wife. They know what he did and they don’t care. I’m the one left here to self destruct while he gets to go on with his life. I’m so fucking over everything. I hate myself so much. This isn’t fair