Giving this another shot [26] , [M4M] #online

I posted here a few months back , I was in a fairly rough state when I pieced that post together ; had alot of losses earlier this year. Figured id give this subreddit another shot and fill in more blanks about myself , simplify things to avoid any ambiguity.

(Please actually take the time to read this , dont just message someone for the sake of messaging someone)

What im seeking:

☆ Connection: LDR or friends with the possibility of evolving into something more

☆ Gender: male (♂♂)

☆ Age: atleast over 24+

☆ Location: not a deal breaker but being from the USA would be pretty cool just so theres the chance we can meet up one day if things went that way.

☆ must have : good communicaton skills , empathetic traits , an understanding personality , hobbies and interests , a balanced sex drive , and a unique and authentic personality .

☆ absolute NOs : guys that respond with "cool" or "👍" , guys that are JUST seeking a purely sexual online interaction , guys that struggle intellectually , overtly feminine guys (twinks , fembois) , and guys that respond to me using AI (this has happened quite alot and its very disappointing , if you cant chat using your own brain dont bother)

About me:

Age: 26 (Virgo sun , Scorpio moon , Leo rising)

Location: Connecticut, USA

Current working: No (lost my job in january but I am currently seeking work)

Physical description: 5'10" , bearded , very hairy body , slender, 140-145lbs

Ethnics : mixed

Religion: spirituality / spiritualist

Education: some college (did not complete)

Personality: Id define myself as very eclectic person across the board (bonafied mental shape-shifter) , I dont hyperfixate on just one thing I have many hobbies so I dont exactly have a particular niche I fit in . I could be bold at times , sociable , definitely the creative type I create almost everything you can think of. Id consider myself extremely complex , I would certainly say that I am neuro-divergent in some regards .

Despite me being sociable im a total loner , I have a very very small circle of friends that I interact with daily . I spend most time creating stuff when I can .

Not really a big gamer , or big movie person for that matter but sometimes a game or a film will come along that catches my attention. Sexually I have a bit of a freaky side but its very balanced and never shown unwarranted.

I am deeply passionate and loving once/if we cross that line but im not smothering either.

Note:

I struggle with pretty severe internal anxiety issues , although not apparent externally I overthink more than i should , severity really depends on the day. I communicate my current emotional state clearly and effectively . If I'm upset about something or if I disagree on something I will tell you . Im very transparent and forward. Disagreeing with you on something doesnt mean im upset at you or disinterested btw , I think alot of people cant grasp this idea .

Interests/passions/hobbies: music production , audio engineering , spending time in nature , occultism / spirituality, astrology , the furry community , synthesizers , vintage firearms and revolvers , game development, retro gaming , vintage computers , analog film cameras , videography, goth & leather appeal , illustrating , animals , psychology , graphic design , interior design , mechanical trinkets , 3d modelling , soviet-era technology , WW2 .

Theres way more to put here but Ill let you uncover that yourself.

My fursona / spirit animal / kin: black-maned lion 🦁

Sonas that I seem to get along with well for some reason: foxes , dragons , tamanduas , panthers .

(Idk , it just seems to be the case everytime)

Favorite music genres: disco , funk , soul , house , IDM , punk rock , 80s and 90s hiphop , rnb , italo-disco , darkwave , new-wave , vaporwave , psychedelic rock , indie rock , old "wild west" country , DNB , indie pop , dreampop , experimental , glitch-hop , death metal , trance , acid , 70s rock , chillwave

Favorite movies: Tron (1982) , The Matrix (1999) , Backrooms (2026) , Akira (1988) , Bladerunner (1982) , most weird international B-horror films from the 70s and 80s

Ive said enough...

If I piqued your interests and if you gave this a thorough read feel free to DM me ! 🫶