Could the higher power in I-Ching ridicule me with this experience like making an agressive joke?

I have witnessed syncronicities in my life. I know that we can interpret them in a positive way. However, i am insecure spiritually.

I used i ching a bit disrespectfully. Like asking a lot questions over and over again or by having negative emotional reactions.

In my new home, a lot of and various insects have come. I have read a story and i loved it last year. A boy was trying to give gifts to a religious girl. These gifts were ugly living beings like insects or frogs. I said that i loved this story maybe a bit childlishly fantasizing freedom. Then, this year i have had a lot of insects in my home and even in my skin as parasites. I have matched I-ching with nature and i idealize nature. Could that higher power ridicule me with this experience like making an agressive joke?