3 months +

Life got so much better ,i'm still dealing with urges but I know better , that voice of reason that we could just make some more money right?just gotta be lucky man....

Well I've been taking care of things I ignored for so long like health and slowly rebuilding what I have destroyed, still cannot complain , yea life is boring sometimes but I like boring ! I like not worrying about money anymore , even tho i'm still behind and paying some stuff , next month I will bring all payments to date and start saving ...for that i'm working part time .

I'm making this post to remind myself of what those addictions took from me , my life man , whole of it , I was so deep into it I couldn't even see a way out , and for all of you who keep struggling there is hope always , you just have to want it , not kinda want it , fully want it and commit to it .

Also i'm one week free from weed and the fog is slowly going away.