I hate this stupid game

Managing Man United women. And honestly you can call me crazy but I fucking hate the scriptedness feeling whenever I play the game. Like anytime I start to do good the game screws me over and my team shit the bed right at the finish line. Case in point, this season we were on track to practically getting a treble maybe a quadruple at this point. Won the league cup and were ready for it all. Second to last game of the season we draw against West Ham after the final highlight being my player's shot hitting both posts and somehow the ball stops on the line. No striker rushed to try and tap in, both standing like fucking dunces. Then final game of the season, off of beating BARCELONA 5-1. We face Arsenal and need a win. Draw 1-1 with outperforming them in xG and having 7 highlights of my players hitting the FUCKING POST. I even tried in pure frustration and desperation to save scum to save it. 0-0 and 1-1. Same story, highlight reel made up of hitting the post several times. Guess who's in second and has a game in hand? That's right, of course it's FUCKING CHELSEA. And they say this fucking game isn't scripted or that the match engine doesn't have favourites. And yeah you can say it's "What you deserve for save scumming" Well fuck you, doesn't even work to combat the script. Not to mention the lies the game tells you. Maya Le Tissier, "Relishes Big Matches" "Very Consistent Performer", then tell me why she drops a 6.4, 6.3, 6.2 in every big match, every time we need a win. FUCKING TELL ME. Now my hand is bruised from punching my wall and my day is ruined. But hey, we go again right? Hope my luck changes? Because the script will keep on going and will fuck you over every single time. Fuck Football Manager.